Wednesday, 12 October 2011

Introduction

hi
i want to introduce myself first.
am a guy, who always drives himself in to scrape but not with innocence, with some burning fire inside to explore,..
a guy who is adorable with his docility but unreachable to any one's discerning ability,...
i wanna share a little secret of mine here,.....shoooo secret be cautious.
i try to be smart with my innocent countenance that i got innately(manufacturing defect!!!)
but its not my actual persona.am a bit prouder and arrogant too.luckily no one could find my hidden personal vanity.only the people who were being with me will come to know that fact.i guess you were too,...so i dont need to lie with you!!!
you know what???
i always prefer to be with innocent people although i admire adventurous, intelligent people because there is a lot of discrimination between admiring some one or some thing and yearning to be with some one.
but when i found they were tricky and selfish i start moving away ever since from them instinctively.
here the problem is if i like any one i cant be away from them.am clinging personality,though seldom it happens.thank god i didn't come across such kind of people in my life.there is an exception for this statement in case of 2 members in my life till now.usually i didn't like to be with any one of course i do mingle with everyone because of my adaptable mentality.i study the people which is my eternal interest.i want to achieve some thing great that may not be known by any one.in fact i don't wish to be.thats must be the purpose of my life, i believe.the only desire that drives me forward in my life.i don't wanna be an ordinary man by being affected with some affections and wickedness in people thoughts.but the more i think more i prone to be,.........
Abruptly i got a rude awakening in this regard.i got an affection with some one in way that i left out my egoism and even my proud too.i think this change must be the result of my Auto phobia with which i have been suffering for 5 months.i will explain about that special person in my Auto biography which i initiate soon,...

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